November 4, 2009 by theroadnow

Having set out little over a year ago chasing a dream that has now become a ghost. I find myself looking deep into that which is now so clear. I ask why did I not see it? The Warning signs were there perhaps clouded by the need to be different from those who so easily accepted the current state of the economy. Having the hope of a life long dream coming true I moved ahead believing that my inner questions were heard as prayer. Prayers being answered by my footing being firmly planted on the path I saw before me. Everything seemed to be falling into place. Must be God sent I thought so keep going. Now the sheep appeared and followed the chosen Shepherd. Eventually the sheep would leave the shepherds site and continue without him. Some would harbor doubt that was quickly set aside in hopes that the positive thoughts would be enough to transform into the dream we chased. Today I look at your signature and hear you laughing as a dream is crushed by the shoes of a perfectly perpetrated fraud.
The Road Now

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October 24, 2009 by theroadnow

The End Came As Death Lay In Wait…Of The Rescue That Never Came..Leaving Behind The Guilt That May Never Be understood….If I Should Be Given A Chance To Speak From Where I Have Been Destined. I would Scream Out, and Say…Forgiveness is yours……Move forward and Know What Happened Was Because That Which Was Did Not Have The Acceptance of Reality. …Love Was Not Known In The Silence That Was Demanded From Those That portrait the goodness of love. The Love That Existed Only In The Pain Of That Which Was Now Gone.
The Road Now

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October 24, 2009 by theroadnow

Today I realized who you are. Or perhaps who I once was. You chase the empty dollar. sacrificing the friendship that stands at the ready. In hopes of achieving that which is not. Security is more than $$$$$$.Yet you do not see it. Phone rings and you forget with intention that voicemail exists. You stand at the edge of a cliff and see it as a beach. When will you realize that you will jump without chosing to do so. We will catch you when you fall. We are your friends, we ask that you put us before the phone, before the money, before the car.We are the ones that will carry you. The same way the truck carries that car you care more about. The message is clear, without me, without us, without love, all you have is a dollar that disappears as quickly as it appears. Our love is forever,the dollar is……………….. Disappointment is a symptom of that which destroys the soul of those that deny the truth.
The Road Now

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July 4, 2009 by theroadnow

I have no fancy words
To describe how I feel
About the men and women
That have kept this country free
On this day I hope that
Everyone remembers
To pray for the safety
Of those currently serving
This great country
Lest we forget
The cost of Freedom
Adam

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June 5, 2009 by theroadnow
Fear is watching your every move
Waiting for the chance to consume you
You fall into emotional waters
Tumbling faster as the days go by
Deeper into the darkness
Struggling you begin to see
Everyone offering something familiar
Familiar before obsured by Ego
Adam

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May 31, 2009 by theroadnow

The Way I See It
Even though things happen that you could not foresee
With the right pair of glasses and of course some good friends.
You can get through anything.
By: My Buddy
Truitt Beitz
(brother to Alexandria Zepeda)
God as My Glasses
Sitting with my buddy Truitt talking about the things that happen in life. We came to the conclusion that God makes a good pair of glasses. We wear them Daily
Adam

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May 28, 2009 by theroadnow

I finally gave into the pressure from friends and family.
Got myself a face book
Now what?
Adam
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May 27, 2009 by theroadnow

I see you but know not where you are
There somewhere in the darkness
Your soul weeps and you have faded
You should have
You could have
You would have
You did not
You must come forward
Out of the darkness and forgive
Yourself
Adam
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May 24, 2009 by theroadnow

Johnny Botello
United States Marine Corps
KIA Vietnam
My Brother-in-Law

Matthew Brown
United States Army
War Casualty
Afgahanistan
My Nephew
These are Heros in my eyes as are all that have fallen in defense of this great nations freedom.
Please take the time to remember what Memorial Day is About
ADAM
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May 24, 2009 by theroadnow

I hope that you will enjoy a parade, a BBQ, a ceremony, a friendship, and perhaps a War Story on Memorial Day 2009.
Map of The Fallen
Adam
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