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Hope 2010 will be very good for us all.
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Happy New Year 2010
January 2, 2010 by theroadnowMerry Christmas 2009
December 25, 2009 by theroadnow
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This year I feel like the little drummer boy.
I have no gifts to give.
My soul sings out.
Wishing everyone a Merry Christmas
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Old Man
November 30, 2009 by theroadnow
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I stood in front of the hillside I looked up to the sky and asked you for help.
To deliver me from the current situation it would take a miracle.
I looked down and saw the path leading up the hill.
The days followed spent in silent communication with that which I assume is always there.
Sentence after sentence spoken with the need to have a vision of what is really before me.
Not willing to stop what I have been doing for so many years because I believe.
I believe in you and what you represent.
I feel forgiveness on a daily basis because I stray every hour.
I sense my inner turmoil but know I am receiving signal that I need to decipher.
I am in need of the key to this door that frightens me.
I’ve no one to turn to for I am old.
So I stand before you and try to see you as my children see me.
Roots Elude Me
November 28, 2009 by theroadnow
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This soul reaches and finds
Friendship is not always what it appears to be
Must I give up who I want to be
Must you own what you think I am
Can I be who I want to be
A visit to the wise man tells me
This soul is weary
This soul needs peace
This soul finds none
Roots elude me
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A Dream Ends
November 4, 2009 by theroadnow
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Having set out little over a year ago chasing a dream that has now become a ghost. I find myself looking deep into that which is now so clear. I ask why did I not see it? The Warning signs were there perhaps clouded by the need to be different from those who so easily accepted the current state of the economy. Having the hope of a life long dream coming true I moved ahead believing that my inner questions were heard as prayer. Prayers being answered by my footing being firmly planted on the path I saw before me. Everything seemed to be falling into place. Must be God sent I thought so keep going. Now the sheep appeared and followed the chosen Shepherd. Eventually the sheep would leave the shepherds site and continue without him. Some would harbor doubt that was quickly set aside in hopes that the positive thoughts would be enough to transform into the dream we chased. Today I look at your signature and hear you laughing as a dream is crushed by the shoes of a perfectly perpetrated fraud.
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Death Before Birth
October 24, 2009 by theroadnow
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The End Came As Death Lay In Wait…Of The Rescue That Never Came..Leaving Behind The Guilt That May Never Be understood….If I Should Be Given A Chance To Speak From Where I Have Been Destined. I would Scream Out, and Say…Forgiveness is yours……Move forward and Know What Happened Was Because That Which Was Did Not Have The Acceptance of Reality. …Love Was Not Known In The Silence That Was Demanded From Those That portrait the goodness of love. The Love That Existed Only In The Pain Of That Which Was Now Gone.
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The Cliff At Your Feet
October 24, 2009 by theroadnow
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Today I realized who you are. Or perhaps who I once was. You chase the empty dollar. sacrificing the friendship that stands at the ready. In hopes of achieving that which is not. Security is more than $$$$$$.Yet you do not see it. Phone rings and you forget with intention that voicemail exists. You stand at the edge of a cliff and see it as a beach. When will you realize that you will jump without chosing to do so. We will catch you when you fall. We are your friends, we ask that you put us before the phone, before the money, before the car.We are the ones that will carry you. The same way the truck carries that car you care more about. The message is clear, without me, without us, without love, all you have is a dollar that disappears as quickly as it appears. Our love is forever,the dollar is……………….. Disappointment is a symptom of that which destroys the soul of those that deny the truth.
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Happy 4th of July 2009
July 4, 2009 by theroadnow
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I have no fancy words
To describe how I feel
About the men and women
That have kept this country free
On this day I hope that
Everyone remembers
To pray for the safety
Of those currently serving
This great country
Lest we forget
The cost of Freedom
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Sea of Love
June 5, 2009 by theroadnow
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Fear is watching your every move
Waiting for the chance to consume you
You fall into emotional waters
Tumbling faster as the days go by
Deeper into the darkness
Struggling you begin to see
Everyone offering something familiar
Familiar before obsured by Ego
Adam
The Way I See It-&-God as My Glasses
May 31, 2009 by theroadnow
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The Way I See It
Even though things happen that you could not foresee
With the right pair of glasses and of course some good friends.
You can get through anything.
By: My Buddy
Truitt Beitz
(brother to Alexandria Zepeda)
God as My Glasses
Sitting with my buddy Truitt talking about the things that happen in life. We came to the conclusion that God makes a good pair of glasses. We wear them Daily
Adam
