The War

November 25, 2012

The Road Now

Desires filled with deception

Hidden locked away

How will you keep me

Until the next promise

Fades with an excuse

When I wake and ask why

Will you keep me

In a closet full of the skeletons of me

The Road Now

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Dear John

October 15, 2012

The Road Now

 

I wonder if you know what it is you do

I wait in the minutes that have past

I wonder if I do what I know

You move in the minutes to come

Twisted in timeless meanings

Meaningless to the time created

Telling myself it is not you

You telling me it is not me

Yet you and I are one

Dancing as if there is a meaning

Time has us never having time

What I know is not what I want to hear

What I hear is what I need to know

Left side says no

Right side says maybe

Confused middle of knowledge

Creates this wisdom

The pain of me is the pain of you

The pain in you is not the pain from me

The pain in me is the pain from me to you

The pain from you in me is from you

The disguise of happiness is pain

The pain of the disguise

Leaves me to live inside me

While you live inside him

The Road Now

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A Final Peace

October 10, 2012

The Road Now

I feel the power of the hand that rules me

A look toward the heavens and I see What I don’t feel

Peace within pours out

My body a tool for the unknown path

Which I choose today not to run

A walk into the feeling of you

Me at a stand still

Moving at a speed of yesterdays thoughts

If today be my last day

I felt happiness for a minute

Here on my last day

I remember what I did not know then

The Road Now

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Where Are You Going

October 7, 2012

The Road Now

 A Moment in time

A wish exposed

We move with real motion

Anchored by the unknown

I……You………We……….Me………..Us

My shoulders Bear the weight

Your eyes see the time we met

As if mountains need be moved

We Become

The Road Now

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The Possible Future

September 30, 2012

The Road Now

The dream of a possible past changing what I think we have

The little moments when you see a past future

A glimpse of happiness we have yet to know

Thoughts of non-existent disappointment

Thoughts of pain not yet felt

Pretty face and contagious smile

Displace the creeping darkness

Return the reality of the minutes

Minutes which create a possible future

The Road Now

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Let Me Love You

August 19, 2012

The Road Now

I’m not sure when it was that I realized I was dead

 I think it was after I was done and gone

 Looking back in front of me seeing the pain

 Which I forced upon you for lack of me clearing my past

 I closed the door before it was fully open

 Thought that it was your foot that wasn’t in all the way in

 Looking down at mine I see it wasn’t so

 Lie down beside me and let me show you

 Who I really am

 I’m man with a your broken heart in my hands

 I will caress it with my soul

 Slowly mending my broken ways

My ways of living in the past
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The Road Now

Your Words Are Not Wisdom

August 18, 2012

The Road Now

You say one thing but do another

You do one thing then say another

You think you can create my thoughts without actions

You think your actions create my thoughts

Your actions speak louder than the thoughts you wish to create

Your actions speak louder than the words you speak from my lips

You are the path to wisdom

You and wisdom are not one

Wisdom is not you

Wisdom is not me

Your actions not your words

Speak the wisdom that need be heard

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The Road Now

Find Me Within

December 18, 2011

The Road Now

You sit in sadness

Your pain so great you do not feel me

You do not hear me

You see my death and cry out why

I can not tell you why

Why may never be known to you

I have left this earth but rest in your heart

I knock at your door

Forgive and heal

Forgive me and forgive yourself

Fault is not yours

Heal by knowing I am with you

I am in all that you do

I am home if you grow

Grow and I am at peace

Love me and understand

You will hear my knock upon the door

Open the door and see

I really never left you

For You are me

I am you

 

The Road Now

 

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This Way, It Is Said

August 3, 2011

The Road Now

When my grandfather died I had nobody to turn to.

 I did not cry, I was not sad and those around me called me names

I did not know what I was, I did not know what I felt.

Life later defined this day as lost, angry and confused

One week earlier I sat with the old man and listened as he spoke not the usual riddle.

He told me he was leaving this earth and I would no longer see him.

He shared two words with me, sacred words they turned out to be.

For many years these words would bring me light and guide me through the darkness.

My darkness being me, running, him leading as my wounds.

My loss was great, evidenced by the dent in my soul

Peace, Love, and Understanding I would not  find until my own son and I traveled

Into a land unknown by me since I was a young boy, together we  journeyed

The land was unkept and littered with weeds and a fading light of a marker hoping to be noticed.

There I saw his name and cleared the land as my young son watched

Anger, hurt, and disappointment ascended from the soil into the heavens

I began to understand and it was clear to me

Leaving was not something he could have controled

Yan Yak my friend in your time of grief, and forever as you walk forward

In the abundant light that you so freely share

May you find Peace, Love and Understanding

The Road Now

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Left in The Dark

June 17, 2011

The Road Now

Young boy I sit here an old man.

With you I roll down the highway toward the end on my life.

The end of my life will weigh heavy upon you as you travel in search of the light.

You will meet many who shine and you will believe they are the ones I speak about.

Be careful not to indulge too heavily in that which will cause separation of soul from self.

Years will pass and tears will fall because the road I traveled weeps for you.

Pay attention to your heart and remember that soul and self will correct each other.

 Warmth and understanding will enter from the distance and light you will see.

Subtle when you sleep in happines and bright when your life is lost in the sadness and disappointment.

Young boy you are growing old and the road you have traveled weeps……………………….

I have no answer

I know not how to explain

That which guides me

I know not why

The light from the east

Shines so bright within my soul

Epaminon why did you leave me so soon

 

The Road Now

 

 

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